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I don't even know where to start.
Can't concentrate, can't think straight.
Sadness and darkness filling my heart.
It started as simple depression before it began to mutate...
I'm lost, even as i try to write,
Bees in my brain and sticky tar in my thoughts.
Sounds make me want to scream and I've lost my sight.
I take no action, only ideas and plots.
I want to smash my head of the wall,
Cut my self so i dont feel anymore
knock my self out so i can forget it all
I want pain, domination, macabre and gore.
after all i been through, i dont understand.
I got strong once before, but now i'm broken again.
need to close my eyes and fly to dreamland
from violence to myself i must abstain.
if i only i could rewind time...
I would've stopped all of this before it started.
words always sound so much sweeter when they rhyme.
my thoughts and emotions aren't for the fainthearted.
just need to runaway from all of this.
need to eliminate the poison and vermin
just to go back to that feeling of bliss
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I stand in the snow and watch it slowly drift down
It dances down like glitter flying in the air
Twirling, swirling, drifting
And as each flake falls down, it kisses my skin
I love how something so small and sweet can envelop an entire nation
The purity of untouched and untouchable snow
How it sits on the leaves of trees, the roofs of houses and even on the strands of my hair
But the next day it could be gone, like a fleeting dream in the middle of the night.
The silence it brings is calming; as each flake settles, the quieter it gets.
A feeling of freedom comes with virgin snow in the middle of the night
When nothing can melt it but the warmth of my own hands
I can mold the snow into anything, I can pick it up, I can throw it but I can never tame it
You can see a trace of everything, every footstep imprinted on the world
I can see where everyone is going and which way they've headed
I can see where the cars have turned, where they've stopped and started.
I can see little paws and claw
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Too Late Now
I feel so run down, so let down.
My heart is now only an echo,
I cannot swim, only drown.
And finally, I've learnt to let go.
I want to lie in the snow,
Let my body grow numb and cold.
Forget all that I know.
I am no longer yours to hold.
I've been taken for a fool
But you were sadly mistaken
To me you were so cold, heartless and cruel.
It's time for me to reawaken.
You were the tamer, who thought they could subdue me
Whip me into submission
But I was born to fly free
Now your consequences are coming to fruition.
Look at me and stare in wonder
I am not yours anymore
Here is the storm and I am the thunder
You should have stopped this from happening before.
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Lions Pride
For you to be there would mean the world to me.
Nothing could bring me down unless you left.
Comfort me, let me know i don't need to be so nervous.
Try to soothe the butterflies in my stomach.
When i'm feeling all alone and smutty,
I crave for you to saunter over and give me what I want.
I yearn to please you, give in to your demanding wish
But there's an uncontrolled spirit in me that refuses to succumb.
You're the one of the select few who can tame me,
Turn the lioness into a playful defenseless cub.
You need to be my lion so we can make a pride.
Together we will stand strong.
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My Gentleman
Your body is tall and powerful
But your touch is gentle.
Your eyes possess electrifying emotion,
They're expectant, sad and lusty.
You're a gentleman
And a tender soul.
I feel captivated in your embrace
And I hope you'll never hurt me.
I feel like i'm running in circles
and sometimes my rewards a fruitless.
However whenever you kiss me goodbye,
I know I can't give up just yet.
I love the way you're old fashioned
And I love the way you make me falter,
When noone else could without trying.
I love the life in your eyes that sparkle so generously.
When you steal a glance, you leave me in a stupor
And I wish I wasn't so goddamn shy
Because i'm worried my feelings i've developed for you are pointless.
And that you find me lifeless and boring.
Somehow inside me, I just know all your capabilities:
Your kindness, compassion, naivety and noble nature.
I know if i broke down in front of you,
You wouldn't leave me there crying.
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Young woman in a world full of mysterious things.
I love to dance and let the music move my body.
I let my pen scribble words on paper and pour my heart onto the paper.
I use my clothes to express who I am and how I am feeling.
I have passion beating through my veins, imagination running through my mind and sparks flying from my eyes.


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No problem :D
I'll be looking forward to your work =)
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